From the time I was a young girl, I've been somewhat fascinated with ass play. I remember beginning with crayons. I think I was only 8 or so. It wasn't really sexual. It was more taboo, I think. I don't really remember. That was a long time ago.
As I grew into a teenager, the sensations became more sexual. It felt good! Still, I pretty much limited myself to pens, pencils, crayons. Is there something subliminal there?
As an adult the taboo-ness of the act was too overwhelming. I pretty much stopped. When I finally lost my virginity in my early 20s, ass play was not even an option in my mind. My boyfriend asked me on a few occasions, but it was just too wrong for me to even consider.
It wasn't until after my first long-term relationship ended that I finally allowed someone to fuck my ass.
I was on vacation. We used olive oil as lube. It was fantastic.
Now, I can't imagine not having anal sex as a part of my regular sex repertoire.